i need some free time , i need to think , i'm tired of people telling me i have to make a difference , i don't wanan make any difference , i just wanna be happy , i just wanna have fun , i need to be me , i dont wanna satisfy any body else but me , i'm tired making people feel good about themselves on my account , i'm tired of acting in that big huge pretendance play where everyone are the narrators , and i'm just watching listening , trying to be ok with the play , trying to admire it , when i really dont , i need more , i know life has much much much more to give .
my mum wants me to get an A+ , and to get married that is her highest wish in life for me , and my dad , well , my dad thinks greatly about me , he thinks i'm gonna be a scientist or carry out the responsibilities of a huge position in life , and my sister can't actually give a damn about what i wanna do with my life , basicly she doesn't care , or maybe she do in a negative way , and my brother , he is kinda like my son that i never gave birth to , he is depending on me , thinking highly of me , he too thinks i'm a great deal of a person , why do everyone put such a big burden on my shoulders expecting me to do great things , making me all backed up with assignments that i had no intention to execute in my life.
i know i maybe giving people the right to expect things from me , even my friends , things that i might not be able to do , but yet , i'd like to be able to do , or i can do , but not welling to do , and it all hits me when i realise that what my mind tells me to want and what i really want doesn't match , it becomes very exhausting , and life sounds more dark to me than ever .
but hey this is the blog , and people expect me to entertain them , yet they expect the joke to be about computer science as i belong to this branch of life so here is one:
Two strings walk into a bar and sit down. The bartender says, "So what'll it be?"The first string says, "I think I'll have a beer quag fulk boorg jdk^CjfdLk jk3s d#f67howe%^U r89nvy~~owmc63^Dz x.xvcu""Please excuse my friend," the second string says, "He isn't null-terminated."
hope you enjoyed :D
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Hello dearie :),
ردحذفwell first let me tell you that i liked this phrase sooo much i'm tired of acting in that big huge pretendance play where everyone are the narrators it was just so good metaphor :D
anyways, ur talk seemed to be so depressed which apparently the theme mood for every body these days but i just wanna tell u smth .. it is ur right to not want to make a difference .. but haven't u noticed that just by making urself happy will make a difference ?
think about that part for a while .. I bet u know how huge difference does it make :)
and i'd tell u one more last thing .. u don't have to meet people's expectations to be happy .. u r simply trying to get the A+ to make ur mom happy to be happy urself !!
but haven't u thought about making urself happy will also make her happy .. msh lazem wednak men feen ya go7a :D
just pursue YOUR goals and dreams .. meet YOUR expectations and then everybody around you who surely truly loves you will be happy 4 u too :)
anyway , that's a looong comment :D I dont want u to think that am not NULL terminated :D
thanks sara so much , first for replying this apparantly dead topic :D , and second for these fine words of wisedom , it opened my eyes on somethings i failed to see.
ردحذفbut hey , i'm glad you enjoyed the non-funny joke :D